They said, Nothing Last Forever.

Well, its not the best of days, or week or year, a lots keep stumbling and while try to keep insanity out of mind, i left isolated in the insanity itself. Insanity derived from multiple of sources, every provided different ache, and each, does strike balance with each other. It takes insanity to get out of insanity, insanity to build new foundation, insanity to chase old dream, insanity to sit and enjoy new insanity. Well, second and minutes passed unnoticed and here i am driven by insanity, chasing the illusive untravelled road, i shouldered the world, walk through a long way to undestinated destination, every day gone and my foot got tired, too far to return and yet so close the illusive destination. People said "Nothing Last Forever", to me, its a meaningless famous quote, "Nothing" is illusive, same goes with "Last" and "Forever", everything got nothing or everything, everything will last or not, everything is forever or not. Im still stuck in my busy head, which i carry across the year, same goes with my tired muscle and cells. To say im tired of this world is untrue, but im feeling it, to say that i wish to leaving is untrue, although it screaming inside. Destruction will continue outside my very body, but inside of me feel so strong, the strength came out of nowhere, to stand here to is an acheivement, to wake tommorow is another victory, well, i believe in "something big is infront". If you could went back to correct all mistake human made that made who i am now, will u help me?, peoples said, keep holding on, but the rope is loosen, sometimes i climb the top of the mountain and yet i crumble, yes, ive been there and its wonderful. Believe me on this. The day is not always the sweetest to remember, never will be if you forgot to bring your own sunshine, my sunshine is in my back, not reachable with both hand, but its with me.