4 oct 1987- 1.15 afternoon, i was born, Yehaaaa!!!!...im a damn cute boy i tell u, not lying!!!
3 month- Peoples said im the cutest baby in the whole world, Hahahaha!!!!!.....u believe me?..i weight 7 kilo at the time ok?..thts y imma cutie..hohoho...
5 years old- funny guys, i was in Tadika, rambut sikat ke tepi sekemas mungkin, very nerdy boy..
7 years old- masuk darjah satu in S.R.B Chung Hua Lutong, learn 2 speak Chinese, not really good, even now..
12 years old- UPSR, i got really bad i tell u, ppls wondering "macam mana kenney boleh masuk U", i picked up gear lah lol...
13 years old- Masuk Form 1, here i develop my horns, cnt get it out until now..hahahahahahaha
14-17 years old- this is the part i want to leave behind, every man got tears r8?..fuck you if u cn keep it out..
18 years old- go to Plkn bro, u knw how much i brought, rm 60 i tell u, sebulan then i got allowance, it was the brightest day there, thank guys, 4 cheering me up.
18-19 years old- Masuk college 1st, then dropout, imma college dropout, (im not proud saying that ok?), then i entered Form 6, weihhh, this gonna be hard, it wasnt hard i tell ya, fun instead, im the most hated student, bad boy never grew up ha...
20 years old- Masuk Unimas, dreaming kah Kenney???????????...No lah, i masuk, seriously, i met friends there, and someone, huhu...Sweeeeeetttttteeeehhhhhhh......bad boy masuk U..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
They said, Nothing Last Forever.
Well, its not the best of days, or week or year, a lots keep stumbling and while try to keep insanity out of mind, i left isolated in the insanity itself. Insanity derived from multiple of sources, every provided different ache, and each, does strike balance with each other. It takes insanity to get out of insanity, insanity to build new foundation, insanity to chase old dream, insanity to sit and enjoy new insanity. Well, second and minutes passed unnoticed and here i am driven by insanity, chasing the illusive untravelled road, i shouldered the world, walk through a long way to undestinated destination, every day gone and my foot got tired, too far to return and yet so close the illusive destination. People said "Nothing Last Forever", to me, its a meaningless famous quote, "Nothing" is illusive, same goes with "Last" and "Forever", everything got nothing or everything, everything will last or not, everything is forever or not. Im still stuck in my busy head, which i carry across the year, same goes with my tired muscle and cells. To say im tired of this world is untrue, but im feeling it, to say that i wish to leaving is untrue, although it screaming inside. Destruction will continue outside my very body, but inside of me feel so strong, the strength came out of nowhere, to stand here to is an acheivement, to wake tommorow is another victory, well, i believe in "something big is infront". If you could went back to correct all mistake human made that made who i am now, will u help me?, peoples said, keep holding on, but the rope is loosen, sometimes i climb the top of the mountain and yet i crumble, yes, ive been there and its wonderful. Believe me on this. The day is not always the sweetest to remember, never will be if you forgot to bring your own sunshine, my sunshine is in my back, not reachable with both hand, but its with me.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Story of 2009
Year promised turmoil both domestic and international. 2009 arrived with hope when Barack Hussein Obama Jr. took office from George W. Bush Jr. in the morning of 26 january, his liberal view of the world offer new change. He gained international attention when signed to closed down Guantanamo Bay, prison which for years humiliating United States as a democracy championed. Quoted Mr President, he said, "the message we are sending around the world is that the United States intends to prosecute the ongoing struggle against violence and terrorism, and we are going to do so vigilantly; we are going to do so effectively; and we are going to do so in a manner that is consistent with our values and our ideals." Rhee (2009). Value has been lost from home since 2001 when former president took office, Obama still pursuing war on terror but in a manner he suggested, in this context, consistent with human value and ideal, only time will tell how the value define and when guns been raised, will the bullets surpass those values boundaries.
Soon, in contradict to the human value, he order to re-established Stem Cell research, Obama steal the world spotlight again. The Stem Cell research according to scientist will cure many disease but what more important to mark here is Stem Cell required fetus kill, very sad in nature and immoral but important according to Mr. President in order to save life. Obama (2009) said that, in recent years, when it comes to stem cell research, rather than furthering discovery, our government has forced what I believe is a false choice between sound science and moral values. In this case, I believe the two are not inconsistent. As a person of faith, I believe we are called to care for each other and work to ease human suffering. I believe we have been given the capacity and will to pursue this research – and the humanity and conscience to do so responsibly.It is a difficult and delicate balance. Many thoughtful and decent people are conflicted about, or strongly oppose, this research. I understand their concerns, and we must respect their point of view. Killing fetus in my opinion is incomparable to War-On-Terror, its a method to future human existing. This will continue in the next Chapter, discussing more on Stem Cell and Iran new begginning as well as Malaysia Cabinet's change.
Reference
Rhee. F, 2009, Obama Order Guantanamo Closed, Ban Torture, Online(Avalaible):http://www.boston.com/news/politics/politicalintelligence/2009/01/obama_orders_gu.html
Obama. B, 2009, President Obama Speech on Stem Cell Policy Change, Online(Avalaible): http://www.clipsandcomment.com/2009/03/09/full-text-president-obama-speech-on-stem-cell-policy-change/
Soon, in contradict to the human value, he order to re-established Stem Cell research, Obama steal the world spotlight again. The Stem Cell research according to scientist will cure many disease but what more important to mark here is Stem Cell required fetus kill, very sad in nature and immoral but important according to Mr. President in order to save life. Obama (2009) said that, in recent years, when it comes to stem cell research, rather than furthering discovery, our government has forced what I believe is a false choice between sound science and moral values. In this case, I believe the two are not inconsistent. As a person of faith, I believe we are called to care for each other and work to ease human suffering. I believe we have been given the capacity and will to pursue this research – and the humanity and conscience to do so responsibly.It is a difficult and delicate balance. Many thoughtful and decent people are conflicted about, or strongly oppose, this research. I understand their concerns, and we must respect their point of view. Killing fetus in my opinion is incomparable to War-On-Terror, its a method to future human existing. This will continue in the next Chapter, discussing more on Stem Cell and Iran new begginning as well as Malaysia Cabinet's change.
Reference
Rhee. F, 2009, Obama Order Guantanamo Closed, Ban Torture, Online(Avalaible):http://www.boston.com/news/politics/politicalintelligence/2009/01/obama_orders_gu.html
Obama. B, 2009, President Obama Speech on Stem Cell Policy Change, Online(Avalaible): http://www.clipsandcomment.com/2009/03/09/full-text-president-obama-speech-on-stem-cell-policy-change/
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
A way beyond our impasse
Statement by Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah(Malay version below this)September 23, 2008I write this as a Malaysian, as someone who, over forty seven years of political life, has had the privilege of playing some small part in the formation our country, the building of its institutions, and our achievement of a degree of economic sufficiency. I write out of deep concern about the present state of our country.In the lives of nations as of individuals, there come moments of profound possibility, when the potential for self-transcendence and for self-destruction are simultaneously present.As before some critical examination in our youth, we come to the daunting realization that we hold our future in our hands, when how we will fare many years hence, and whether we shall flourish or languish, will depend on how we conduct ourselves now, in this small window of time.We are in a political impasse that threatens to metastasize into a Constitutional crisis. Political crises come and go, but the present crisis might well be the beginning of a cascade of failures leading to long-term instability and destruction.1. Our impasse occurs at a time of heightened economic, political and security challenges. The global economy faces the prospect of a meltdown on a scale last seen in the Great Depression of the last century. As a trading nation, we are strongly exposed to its effects. Meanwhile, while we seem to have slept, the global economy is undergoing an epic transformation that we must either adapt to or are marginalized by.2. This year’s ground-shfiting General Election result signaled a public sentiment that cannot be ignored. Malaysians want fundamental change, and they want it now, whether from within the ruling coalition or from outside it. The Malaysian demographic has changed dramatically over the last fifty years. We have seen the birth of a more sophisticated, demanding electorate that has rightly lost patience with incompetence and dishonesty.3. The grievances of Sabah and Sarawak, which found only partial expression in the General Elections, remain unaddressed. This risks the very integrity of our Federation.4. Misunderstandings over race and religion are ripe for political exploitation, with potentially disastrous consequences.Post election promises notwithstanding however, the government now commands even less confidence than it did post March 8.The public is in near despair over the prospects for change from within the ruling party. Rather than share the public’s sense of urgency, our present office-holders have redoubled efforts to frustrate renewal, cut off reform, and silence criticism. These efforts only underscore the weakness of the administration and its will to change.We can no longer deny that in its present form, and under present leadership, the government, led by the party to which I have given my life, is now structurally and inherently incapable of providing the direction and confidence that the country needs, whether over the long or short term. The indications are there for all to see:1. The government has been unable to respond to the economic crisis with even a basic plan of action. Business confidence has plummeted as capital flees the country. Our economic policy remains as uncoordinated and directionless as it has been in since the beginning of this administration.2. The recommendations of two Royal Commissions of Inquiry have been ignored or watered down into insignificance.3. In this context, Umno’s constitutional provision for the renewal of its leadership by triennial elections might have been expected to provide some hope of renewal. Instead of embracing this opportunity, however, the leadership of the party has retreated into the fantasy world of a “transition plan” which rides roughshod over the party’s constitution and the rights of its members. This risible attempt to treat public office and party trust as a private bequest between two individuals, one of whom wishes to hold office beyond his democratic mandate and the other to ascend without one, and the continuing effort to force feed the country with this notion, fools no one. Instead, and against background of rampant money politics, it kills the public’s hope of national renewal via Umno. Behind the babble about a “transition plan” the Prime Minister continues to be subverted by members of his own cabinet and subjected to thinly cloaked power plays to force his resignation.This resort to a “transition plan” betrays a disturbing failure to grasp the meaning and purpose of public office. In the more mature society into which we aspire to grow, persons who demonstrate and moreover propagate such disregard for constitutional and democratic process would long ago have been disqualified from public life, let alone from national leadership. The news appears not to have sunk in that the public rejects leaders who shun the open light of democratic contest in favour of staged plays and backroom plots.Given Umno’s core role in national politics, this is a dangerous state of affairs. Meanwhile the Opposition has made undeniable gains in the number of parliamentarians it commands. Beyond the hype and inflation, and regardless of whether Pakatan Rakyat now has “the numbers” to command a majority, what we cannot doubt is that support for the governing majority continues to erode, and that this erosion continues so long as there is no hope of real change in the type of leadership Umno provides. There is now a credible threat that the present government may at some time fall by a vote of no confidence, or by some otherwise constitutionally legitimate demonstration of parliamentary majority. After fifty-one years of rule by a single party, this is not a possibility that is well understood. It is justifiably viewed with trepidation. Neither sheer denial on the one hand, or inflated claims on the other, help the situation.To all appearances, we are beginning to lose grip of the rule of law. The use of the Internal Security Act and of Sedition Laws to target particular individuals further erodes the credibility of the government. Our actions exacerbate rather than calm the fear that stokes civil and racial strife. In the present context of a leadership struggle within Umno and against a strong Opposition it is impossible to dispel the notion that these extreme measures are calculated to maintain certain individuals in power rather than to address verifiable threats to national security. Nothing does more to undermine the legitimacy of a government than plainly unjust acts. The ridiculous justifications given for some of these detentions has further undermined public confidence that the awesome powers of state are in safe hands.We cannot afford to allow these disturbing trends to play out their destructive course while we suffer a de facto leadership vacuum, and while the rule of law is uncertain and the Constitution not upheld.Against this background I appeal to all parties to come together in humility, beyond party politics, to hold an honest discussion, in the spirit of shared citizenship and with the gravest attitude of common responsibility towards a longsuffering rakyat, about what is happening to our country and how we might agree together on a peaceful way beyond our impasse. We need to come together to find unity and direction out of this dangerous situation. In doing so, we might turn our crisis into an opportunity and renew our unity and sense of direction as Malaysia.
Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah31 Jalan Langgak Golf55000 Kuala Lumpur
reference
Razaleigh Hamzah, 2009, A way Beyond our Impassed, Online (Avalaible) : http://sarawak- national-party.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
A way beyond our impasse
Statement by Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah(Malay version below this)September 23, 2008I write this as a Malaysian, as someone who, over forty seven years of political life, has had the privilege of playing some small part in the formation our country, the building of its institutions, and our achievement of a degree of economic sufficiency. I write out of deep concern about the present state of our country.In the lives of nations as of individuals, there come moments of profound possibility, when the potential for self-transcendence and for self-destruction are simultaneously present.As before some critical examination in our youth, we come to the daunting realization that we hold our future in our hands, when how we will fare many years hence, and whether we shall flourish or languish, will depend on how we conduct ourselves now, in this small window of time.We are in a political impasse that threatens to metastasize into a Constitutional crisis. Political crises come and go, but the present crisis might well be the beginning of a cascade of failures leading to long-term instability and destruction.1. Our impasse occurs at a time of heightened economic, political and security challenges. The global economy faces the prospect of a meltdown on a scale last seen in the Great Depression of the last century. As a trading nation, we are strongly exposed to its effects. Meanwhile, while we seem to have slept, the global economy is undergoing an epic transformation that we must either adapt to or are marginalized by.2. This year’s ground-shfiting General Election result signaled a public sentiment that cannot be ignored. Malaysians want fundamental change, and they want it now, whether from within the ruling coalition or from outside it. The Malaysian demographic has changed dramatically over the last fifty years. We have seen the birth of a more sophisticated, demanding electorate that has rightly lost patience with incompetence and dishonesty.3. The grievances of Sabah and Sarawak, which found only partial expression in the General Elections, remain unaddressed. This risks the very integrity of our Federation.4. Misunderstandings over race and religion are ripe for political exploitation, with potentially disastrous consequences.Post election promises notwithstanding however, the government now commands even less confidence than it did post March 8.The public is in near despair over the prospects for change from within the ruling party. Rather than share the public’s sense of urgency, our present office-holders have redoubled efforts to frustrate renewal, cut off reform, and silence criticism. These efforts only underscore the weakness of the administration and its will to change.We can no longer deny that in its present form, and under present leadership, the government, led by the party to which I have given my life, is now structurally and inherently incapable of providing the direction and confidence that the country needs, whether over the long or short term. The indications are there for all to see:1. The government has been unable to respond to the economic crisis with even a basic plan of action. Business confidence has plummeted as capital flees the country. Our economic policy remains as uncoordinated and directionless as it has been in since the beginning of this administration.2. The recommendations of two Royal Commissions of Inquiry have been ignored or watered down into insignificance.3. In this context, Umno’s constitutional provision for the renewal of its leadership by triennial elections might have been expected to provide some hope of renewal. Instead of embracing this opportunity, however, the leadership of the party has retreated into the fantasy world of a “transition plan” which rides roughshod over the party’s constitution and the rights of its members. This risible attempt to treat public office and party trust as a private bequest between two individuals, one of whom wishes to hold office beyond his democratic mandate and the other to ascend without one, and the continuing effort to force feed the country with this notion, fools no one. Instead, and against background of rampant money politics, it kills the public’s hope of national renewal via Umno. Behind the babble about a “transition plan” the Prime Minister continues to be subverted by members of his own cabinet and subjected to thinly cloaked power plays to force his resignation.This resort to a “transition plan” betrays a disturbing failure to grasp the meaning and purpose of public office. In the more mature society into which we aspire to grow, persons who demonstrate and moreover propagate such disregard for constitutional and democratic process would long ago have been disqualified from public life, let alone from national leadership. The news appears not to have sunk in that the public rejects leaders who shun the open light of democratic contest in favour of staged plays and backroom plots.Given Umno’s core role in national politics, this is a dangerous state of affairs. Meanwhile the Opposition has made undeniable gains in the number of parliamentarians it commands. Beyond the hype and inflation, and regardless of whether Pakatan Rakyat now has “the numbers” to command a majority, what we cannot doubt is that support for the governing majority continues to erode, and that this erosion continues so long as there is no hope of real change in the type of leadership Umno provides. There is now a credible threat that the present government may at some time fall by a vote of no confidence, or by some otherwise constitutionally legitimate demonstration of parliamentary majority. After fifty-one years of rule by a single party, this is not a possibility that is well understood. It is justifiably viewed with trepidation. Neither sheer denial on the one hand, or inflated claims on the other, help the situation.To all appearances, we are beginning to lose grip of the rule of law. The use of the Internal Security Act and of Sedition Laws to target particular individuals further erodes the credibility of the government. Our actions exacerbate rather than calm the fear that stokes civil and racial strife. In the present context of a leadership struggle within Umno and against a strong Opposition it is impossible to dispel the notion that these extreme measures are calculated to maintain certain individuals in power rather than to address verifiable threats to national security. Nothing does more to undermine the legitimacy of a government than plainly unjust acts. The ridiculous justifications given for some of these detentions has further undermined public confidence that the awesome powers of state are in safe hands.We cannot afford to allow these disturbing trends to play out their destructive course while we suffer a de facto leadership vacuum, and while the rule of law is uncertain and the Constitution not upheld.Against this background I appeal to all parties to come together in humility, beyond party politics, to hold an honest discussion, in the spirit of shared citizenship and with the gravest attitude of common responsibility towards a longsuffering rakyat, about what is happening to our country and how we might agree together on a peaceful way beyond our impasse. We need to come together to find unity and direction out of this dangerous situation. In doing so, we might turn our crisis into an opportunity and renew our unity and sense of direction as Malaysia.
Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah31 Jalan Langgak Golf55000 Kuala Lumpur
reference
Razaleigh Hamzah, 2009, A way Beyond our Impassed, Online (Avalaible) : http://sarawak- national-party.blogspot.com/
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